Living life to the fullest

Have you ever stopped to wonder how this life we live isn’t infinite? It’s a life we strive to succeed in and make the best out of without being negative. Having a positive attitude towards life is something I’ve always had trouble with. I guess since I was younger, nothing spectacular ever happened in my life, in order for me to look at it with 20/20 vision. I was never put down by my parents or by friends, yet I still didn’t understand how to be affirmative. As you grow older you realize that nothing gets easier. Everything in life happens in sequence. It’s like a puzzle. Nothing in life is done without something else being completed first. It’s challenging yet worth it. I have never been one to complain about life until recent years. Life has been an arduous journey. It’s had its ups and downs. Yet we must always rise every time we fall. It’s something we all learn from. We all learn from our mistakes and we learn to live life as it is planned for us. Everyone has a purpose in life. Everything happens for a reason. Things always happen to teach us the meaning of life. The importance that life has. It’s crucial to have people around you to guide you and help you become a better person. I’ve had wonderful parents; nevertheless I’ve had to deal with opposing factors from my dad. He’s never been on my side. Or at least that’s my mentality. And yet I’m still standing and rising to the best of my abilities. I will not let anyone bring me down. No one has to live regretting life. Sure we’ve made mistakes. I know I have. But I have learned to let it go. I’m much stronger because of it. I’ve had amazing things happen to me in the past couple of months and I’m overly grateful for it. I’ve had people walk in and out of my life, with no explanations and giving me the afflictive pieces to pick up. My love life has been one that never put me at ease.Ive always had terrible luck with that area. My negativity told me to just give up and so I did. I told myself that if it’s meant to happen, it will at its own time. And so it did. I met the most fascinating guy unexpectedly and fell in love for the first time. When you’re young, you think you know what love is, until you actually find out what love is all about. Meeting that special person is a strenuous journey but when you do find your way, it’s the most beautiful thing you can endure. Having butterflies in your stomach every time his name is mentioned. Or every time you hear his voice. Or even having the slightest words spoken to you can make your day exceptional. The love of my life was the most difficult thing to find, yet the most rewarding. I wouldn’t ask for anyone else. I found prince charming by accident and fell truly in love. No one knows the feeling unless you’re in that position. And so I can say I have lived through so much in the past 20 years, endured pain, and happiness, and fallen in love.