Still struggling

I believe everything happens for a reason. We all know it's true. We just don't know how it happens. As I sit here and think about you, I cry. I cry because we had great moments. Those great moments are gone. But they happened. That's all that matters. You were my everything and I love you. Always will. You were my past and my future will definitely look bright. I'm a strong person and I know I will pick myself up again. I have no reason to be angry for the mistakes I made. I learned from them and I wish I I could take them back but I can't. I hope one day I will realize how all this makes sense. I know it will and i know i will be thankful for it.